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I tried this product when it arrived in the mail as I had a really bad case of food poisoning for 3 days & it wasnt getting better so I started taking this as it aids in digestion & I felt much better & in 2 days it was over no more sickness. I have issues with always feeling of empty stomach & gassy feeling inside as though bubbles were festering in my stomach & wouldnt or couldnt come out. This product has helped & Ive only been taking it for a few weeks. Great product I added it to my coffee each morning & sometimes Id just take it from spoon it really doesnt have a bad taste it is slightly sweet.

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Biorhythm Review

Today I am posting about a new product that I received recently. I have decided to review products to share with my family & friends on the side now so that you wont waste your time buying or ordering these items with out the knowledge of what you are getting as there is nothing that bothers me more than getting something & finding out that its garbage & I wasted my time &/or money. So the first item I have been blessed to review was the Biorhythm chart of my physical, emotional & intellectual state each day for an certain time span. On Jan 20th, 2013 I ordered the chart. On Jan 21 i received my chart. I briefly looked it over before I went about my day. On Jan 22 I received a message that they had sent me the chart for 2014 & they would promptly be sending me the correct year. The reason Im telling you this is because I was impressed that with out me even having to ask for a new one they caught the mistake & quickly corrected it. Now that's customer service! On Jan 23 I received my new chart & since then I have been taking my time to review each day. Now from what I have seen each day has been on spot. I must say that I have played around with these as a kid but always laughed them off as they were never correct, but this time it was great to see the accurateness of the product. Would I recommend this to anyone the answer is YES.. If you are looking for a fun, friendly & fast gift try this out. Id like to share their info with you so you can check them out yourselves.
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2 Months and 5 days today...

So, a look back it seems like yesterday but just 2 months & 5 days later I look at where we are & what has changed. To be quite honest with you I can't even begin to measure "how much" has changed. For some they see where I'm at & they say "Wow, I hope you aren't stuck in this mess" and others would say "We are so proud of you. You have overcome so much & give me inspiration & show me a mother's love for her child". So, the response depends on who you talk to. One thing I can tell you is that I have learned NOT to really care what anyone thinks or says because every individual heals in their own manner & time. I don't know how that process will take course in me or my husband yet, but I HAVE learned that the ONLY one I can count on 200% is our good Lord, & then my amazing husband! Anyways, back to what has changed. I since have been able to move on with out a major hysterical break down & that in itself is a HUGE improvement! I can barely handle hearing babies crying at the stores & oh, I'm a God mother! My best friend & sister Janaya has since found out since Silas' passing that she is pregnant! I'm not gonna lie I had to tell her that I'm honored & I'm here for her, BUT she has to be patient & understanding of the fact that I may not always be happy or want to go baby shopping with her or I may just out of no where start crying, & I couldn't make any promises as how I will or can cope but that I was here for her..  We had Silas' memorial, & I've got his ashes home with us. Yaaaay!! I got to see my beautiful & amazing girls at the memorial & Lord was that a blessing in itself.

(This is may girls, niece, husband & myself letting go of a balloon for Silas which we all wrote our prayers on.)

I thought that having the memorial would make me feel better, but honestly I found out the hard way that actually it created more pain than ever before!!! Once that went buy (lasted for about 3-4 days) I started to heal and feel like things were getting back to normal life as possible (whatever normal is..)

I have since finished filling out the research study programs for CDH and need to mail them in this week. My husband had since been laid off since beginning of Nov.  So, we have both been actively looking for work and I today have locked down a position with a small company that will give decent pay when it goes FT & a flexible schedule.  Eli is still looking for work and hopes to get enrolled in to trucking school so that he can get great benefits & see the south east region so we can find out exactly where we will buy a house in the future, Florida doesn't have much left here. My oldest will be 18 in a couple of years and will go to college (hopefully UF to be a Vet) & the school system here sucks! I miss the change in the land (valleys & mountains). Don't know that isn't for a few years like 3-4. Until then he just need dependable work. I still haven't had a chance to write all my thank you's but I will, in due time.

Today: Applied for a job & got a trial period for a few days as a secretary. So, I have to knock them dead when I get there and show them what I got! I'm excited yet nervous as it has been since June I haven't worked. If all goes well it'll become FT in a few weeks with decent pay & I can work from home once I learn exactly what they want me to do. On another note not to long after that I got a call from the genetics counselor and he has received a copy of Silas' autopsy report. We have an appointment for this Wed. 8 a.m. I did get a chance to pic his brain for a second. I asked him if the findings of the report has found VATERS/VACTERL's. He told me no, so I asked him if it was FRYNS like he thought to begin with. Then he said to me that the findings do NOT show ANY conclusive findings, but that from what the report says they are leaning towards FRYNS & we need to test further. So, till Wed. I'm stuck on chuck!.. lol

Other than that the only other thing is that I have decided that I want to open a charity to help families of Cherubs that pass with providing basic household, hygiene & groceries for one month. One delivery for the family each week for 4 weeks. I need to find extreme couponers to help. I wanted to name it Silas' Supper or Supper from Silas, but now I like Feed the Cherubs not sure anyone have any suggestions.

2012 IS HERE!

Wow, I just typed out this whole blog and have been working it here and there through out the evening and BAM!! The internet crashed! So frustrated, but I'm not going to let it get to me. I'm gonna give the quick version all summed up, and try to come back later to go more into it...

So last night my hubby and I weren't going to do anything for the New Year's Eve. Then a old friend called and we went over there with him, his son and his family for dinner to catch up. We had fun no drinking just good food and conversation then we left around 11:15 pm.  Hubby and I almost missed the ball drop, but I caught it in time and woke up Eli at the count down. Then I spent the night promoting my donation page for my charity and working on a name. I have had a generic name and I came up with a few names but nothing that made me feel like it was the one. I also got a donation and someone said something that made me feel great about the charity. So with Hope I move forward, but at 4 am the internet went out! I unwillingly went to bed. while I was sleeping I had a dream that Silas was with me and he said "Mommy, I'm a big brother." I then replied; "No, honey you are a little brother not big." Silas then said to me "No mommy, big." then he rubbed my belly. Sure enough I had a happy, healthy pleasurable pregnancy.. Then I went into labor which was like cake and all of a sudden.... My husband woke me!!! I wish I got to sleep so I could finish the dream, it felt good. It gave the same feeling I get when it is a perfect spring day with sun shining on my shoulders, a gentle breeze brushing against my warm skin, cooling it down as I enjoyed the smell of the lilacs, honeysuckles & gardenias. I loved it.

So, when I woke I took a few minutes to enjoy this feeling before I completely got out of bed, and I felt this overwhelming feeling to work on this charity. I then went into the living room and and my husband had good news that he found a way to come up with a way to get my car fixed! Exciting, I miss my car! I then told hubby about the dream and he said I was in there gently rubbing my belly like pregnant women do when I was sleeping.. LOL, I went to work on a name because like I said I had this feeling to work on it so I came up with SILAS (Say "I Love Angel Strong!"), and now I have to get permission to use the CDH ribbon from Dawn as this charity is for CDH babies. Below is the logo. So please help me by posting your thoughts, ideas, words of encouragement, ect. Share, Tweet, & blog the donation page & remember it's only up till Feb. 1, 2012!

DONATIONS HERE

Its Been A While, but...

So, its been a while since I have blogged, but with the holidays here it was harder than I thought. You could definitely feel the change this year a sense of sadness. Since last time I wrote I had Xmas eve dinner with friends so they wouldn't be alone. I got a job, but the car is about to break down so I can't keep driving that far to work, because it's the only running car we have right now. I have since spoken to DHREAMS Research & Boston General to arrange for my husbands & my own blood after the new year.

Our 1 yr anniversary came and went as we were just to sad with it being so close to not only our anniversary, but also Eli's b-day, Thanksgiving, X-mas, New Year & then my b-day... So, anyways 2012 has to be better than this year was! I still have to finish up posting Silas' autopsy report & finish playing around with my blog as we are still under construction.

I do want to ask you to find it in your heart & visit my Give Forward Page and help me raise money and awareness to help the families of the babies that have to battle this horrible fight. Help me in honor of my son Silas raise as much money as possible for my b-day (the day Silas was conceived) Feb. 1, 2012. That is the last day of the fundraiser.. Share, Tweet, blog, & Re-post please!!

Jeremiah 30:17 (New International Version)

17 But I will restore you to health 

and heal your wounds,' 

declares the LORD, 

'because you are called an outcast, 

Zion for whom no one cares.'

Please Note

Hey everyone, I'm just here to let everyone know that I'm re-organizing this blog to be neater & easier to navigate. I just want to make things easier on both my mind & my eyes with this blog. I started working recently so time is short now a days because by the time I get home I'm exhausted after having so much down time. So please bare with me as this site will be under construction for a bit. Thank you for your patience & please feel free to join, share, follow, tweet or comment. May Jehovah bless each & everyone of you..

HeatherJean

Today is International Children's Memorial Day

Today is International Children's Memorial Day. I lit my candle at 7 pm for all the our son Silas & for all the other babies lost to CDH! Did you? Tonight at 7:00 pm in your time zone, please light a candle for all the cherubs lost to Congenital Diaphragmatic Hernia, as well as all children lost to all causes. If you haven't seen it yet, take a minute to visit CHERUBS web site, where we have listed the names of over 1000 children lost to CDH. This is what we fight against, why we work so hard. To stop this list from growing.  See here.  CHERUBS